I was so sad this morning so I decided to take a walk, and on this said walk I grew very angry and all that sadness went out the window.

Its Our Anniversary...... NOT

Today would have been my five year wedding anniversary. It would have been a total of 13 years that we would have been together. I'm a little sad. It hurts that we are no longer together. Legally we still are, but emotionally, physically, or mentally we are not. I have been thinking about him a lot lately. All the fun we used to have together, experiencing new things together, there was a time when I just wanted to be in his presence. When we were happy, we were happy, now we don't even talk. I'm feeling a little down.

Deuces......

Confused

I am honestly confused as to why I have a blog. I love to read blogs, I read them all the time, some I read everyday, but why is it I have a blog and don't blog. I have all these blog topics written down and they never end up on this blog. It baffles me.

Deuces......